Just what I needed...

I have been struggling with life in general lately and although I have been reading my Bible daily, it has been more of a chore than me choosing to take joy in it! Today, randomly, not even while I was reading my scriptures for today, I ran upon this verse.

"Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for He who promised is faithful"

- Hebrews 10:23

Why do I insist on trying to do things myself and not giving them to God, not even talking to Him about it? Why, when time and time again, He has proven Himself to me? I don't know why sometimes He just does not take me and shake me to get my attention!